Drink Up!

I could taste it. So sweet.
So damn sweet.
"Drink up! Don't you waste a drop!"
I kept my head down as I gulped,
forcing it to slosh past the roof of my throat.
So sweet.
Drool began to pool, but the drink never stopped, and the lights, they got brighter, and I wasn't sure what people were crying out to me. Their words drowned in it.

"Drink up!"
I kept going, unable to breathe, but it didn't matter. It was so sweet.
Sweet like ice cream, cake, and chocolate crushed together and blended with a candied apple. It burned, but I could not stop. The people disappeared, the walls were melting, and the music was looping,
looping,
looping.

"Drink up! Don't you waste a drop!"
I drank, and I drank, and drank.
For a moment, my eyes wide, I choked on it all, and the music stopped, and the yelling came back.
So loud!
"Make it stop," I begged.
And back I went, head bent forward.

"Drink up! Don't you waste a drop! Not this time - never again!"
I drank, and I drank. The tears in my eyes trickled down my throat and the drink turned bitter.
The music returned, looping and looping, and the shouts had left me, and the walls were wet again, and I didn't care about anything else...
I didn't care if I couldn't taste it, what was once sweet, as even bitter I want more.
It made no difference to me.
"Drink up! Don't you waste a drop!"
My lips met the glass,
And I drank.

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